by Guest1 » Sat Mar 31, 2012 4:44 pm
While I'm not an expert, I can tell you for certain that your experience with your SF will not hurt your future endeavors. Certainly not as much as dropping out of the program and paying everything off yourself would, that's for sure.
I definitely understand your feelings, though. I think everyone that's been accepted into smart probably has doubts about their decision at one point or another. Personally, I often wonder if I'm doing the right thing, and that's natural. Every smart scholar is an intelligent person with a world of possibilities ahead of them. For my part, while I'm happy I got the scholarship, I also don't feel that I owe SMART anything beyond our arrangement. I appreciate the opportunity I've been given, but if I didn't get it from SMART, I would have found something else.
Personally, I will have received my stipend for more than 2 years by the time I go to work for my SF. In that time, I'll receive on the order of $50,000, plus tuition, health insurance, etc. While it's true that I probably won't make what I could in the private sector in my first two years on the workforce, the other compensation that I have received more than makes up for that, and I'm not even one of the scholars receiving 170k+.
I don't think you have to worry about your experience with SMART hurting your future. In fact, I know it will give you an edge. Nobody's going to look at the fact that you received a highly competitive scholarship as a black mark on your record, so you can stop worrying about that right now. However, it is in your best interest to continue learning while you're working for your SF, especially if you are one of those who winds up doing a whole lot of nothing during your employment. If you're worried that's going to be the case, talk to your mentors about it. Personally, I trust my mentors and I know that they want me to have a meaningful experience while I'm working at my SF.
Bottom line: I hope you really take your time to consider your options. As someone who has accumulated a lot of student debt, I can tell you that it's not that easy to pay off, even if you are making a lot of money at a private sector job. Whatever you decide, make sure you really do the math so you can live with your decision.
While I'm not an expert, I can tell you for certain that your experience with your SF will not hurt your future endeavors. Certainly not as much as dropping out of the program and paying everything off yourself would, that's for sure.
I definitely understand your feelings, though. I think everyone that's been accepted into smart probably has doubts about their decision at one point or another. Personally, I often wonder if I'm doing the right thing, and that's natural. Every smart scholar is an intelligent person with a world of possibilities ahead of them. For my part, while I'm happy I got the scholarship, I also don't feel that I owe SMART anything beyond our arrangement. I appreciate the opportunity I've been given, but if I didn't get it from SMART, I would have found something else.
Personally, I will have received my stipend for more than 2 years by the time I go to work for my SF. In that time, I'll receive on the order of $50,000, plus tuition, health insurance, etc. While it's true that I probably won't make what I could in the private sector in my first two years on the workforce, the other compensation that I have received more than makes up for that, and I'm not even one of the scholars receiving 170k+.
I don't think you have to worry about your experience with SMART hurting your future. In fact, I know it will give you an edge. Nobody's going to look at the fact that you received a highly competitive scholarship as a black mark on your record, so you can stop worrying about that right now. However, it is in your best interest to continue learning while you're working for your SF, especially if you are one of those who winds up doing a whole lot of nothing during your employment. If you're worried that's going to be the case, talk to your mentors about it. Personally, I trust my mentors and I know that they want me to have a meaningful experience while I'm working at my SF.
Bottom line: I hope you really take your time to consider your options. As someone who has accumulated a lot of student debt, I can tell you that it's not that easy to pay off, even if you are making a lot of money at a private sector job. Whatever you decide, make sure you really do the math so you can live with your decision.