by human234895 » Sun May 05, 2019 1:26 pm
I'm getting cold feet as I contemplate whether or not to accept the award. My main concern is the fear of being forced to repay the scholarship if I can't get a clearance, something I simply can't afford. I've received a lot of mixed signals about the process and what will/will not be a disqualifying concern for investigators. My offered facility requires a TS/SCI so the bar is about as high as it gets.
The problem: I went through a rough period in the middle of my undergrad and started partying quite a bit. I had never drank before so I didn't really know what I was doing. To keep things short, one night things got weird and out of control, and I wound up having what I would describe as a "severe incident" while intoxicated. No police were involved and nobody got hurt, but unfortunately either could have theoretically happened - I just kinda got lucky. That was a little under three years ago. It scared me straight right quick, and I took steps to make sure that it could never happen again and to improve my relationship with alcohol more generally. I soon settled into a much more proper "adult" relationship with alcohol but later felt compelled to continue further removing it from my life for religious reasons. I am completely confident that alcohol is no longer an issue in my life, but I also understand that it will come up during the clearance process, and I have to answer to my past mistakes. I'm pretty squeaky clean other than that. Haven't torrented media in a long time, never tried drugs, never been in a fight, don't know a ton of foreign nationals, no money issues, so on and so forth.
I've heard a lot of mixed signals about the clearance process. People with multiple DUIs getting clearances, fights, drug use, money problems, etc. I've also had people insist that it's extremely rigorous and that I don't have a chance, so I just don't know what to do. I'm not going to accept the award if I have no chance of getting cleared because that would be an unnecessary burden to both myself and the SF. Any thoughts? Stories about going into the clearance process with some baggage you've recovered from?
I'm getting cold feet as I contemplate whether or not to accept the award. My main concern is the fear of being forced to repay the scholarship if I can't get a clearance, something I simply can't afford. I've received a lot of mixed signals about the process and what will/will not be a disqualifying concern for investigators. My offered facility requires a TS/SCI so the bar is about as high as it gets.
The problem: I went through a rough period in the middle of my undergrad and started partying quite a bit. I had never drank before so I didn't really know what I was doing. To keep things short, one night things got weird and out of control, and I wound up having what I would describe as a "severe incident" while intoxicated. No police were involved and nobody got hurt, but unfortunately either could have theoretically happened - I just kinda got lucky. That was a little under three years ago. It scared me straight right quick, and I took steps to make sure that it could never happen again and to improve my relationship with alcohol more generally. I soon settled into a much more proper "adult" relationship with alcohol but later felt compelled to continue further removing it from my life for religious reasons. I am completely confident that alcohol is no longer an issue in my life, but I also understand that it will come up during the clearance process, and I have to answer to my past mistakes. I'm pretty squeaky clean other than that. Haven't torrented media in a long time, never tried drugs, never been in a fight, don't know a ton of foreign nationals, no money issues, so on and so forth.
I've heard a lot of mixed signals about the clearance process. People with multiple DUIs getting clearances, fights, drug use, money problems, etc. I've also had people insist that it's extremely rigorous and that I don't have a chance, so I just don't know what to do. I'm not going to accept the award if I have no chance of getting cleared because that would be an unnecessary burden to both myself and the SF. Any thoughts? Stories about going into the clearance process with some baggage you've recovered from?