by 56pobi » Tue May 14, 2013 2:25 pm
Well, I'm really nervous, although I have some research experience in predator-prey situations and networking algorithms and a 3.95, I'm scared they're going to deny me based on the risk of my name.
I'm a double major in math and computer science.
I still live with my parents, and they're pretty culturally orientated to the Middle East, but I'm not...we get into fights because I think the US is much better in terms of academic prestige, freedoms, military power, etc. They're slightly religious, I'm not (I don't fast Ramadan, don't pray, don't go to the mosque- they kinda known...and are disappointed. I live in the South, and I'm as stereotypical Southern All-American as it gets...I watch baseball, football, I listen to Marshall Tucker Band, Garth Brooks, George Strait, I like to eat barbecue... I just feel like I'm in a really shitty spot to be honest because of my ties)....
Because we do get into fights and there's a polarization of ideologies, one of the reasons (other than the fact that I like the military and am contemplating becoming an officer after my tenure with smart if I receive the award, I'll be an officer out of college if I don't get it anyway) I'm applying to SMART is so that I could move out with the stipend and kind of just focus on my own life away from my family.
I don't agree with their views on life, I don't like their culture (our vacations to the middle east were so boring, I hated every bit of it), don't agree with the religion, etc.
I just feel like I'm automatically thrown into a hole because I'm an Arabic speaking middle eastern person who has been to Syria and has Muslim Syrian citizen parents.
Well, I'm really nervous, although I have some research experience in predator-prey situations and networking algorithms and a 3.95, I'm scared they're going to deny me based on the risk of my name.
I'm a double major in math and computer science.
I still live with my parents, and they're pretty culturally orientated to the Middle East, but I'm not...we get into fights because I think the US is much better in terms of academic prestige, freedoms, military power, etc. They're slightly religious, I'm not (I don't fast Ramadan, don't pray, don't go to the mosque- they kinda known...and are disappointed. I live in the South, and I'm as stereotypical Southern All-American as it gets...I watch baseball, football, I listen to Marshall Tucker Band, Garth Brooks, George Strait, I like to eat barbecue... I just feel like I'm in a really shitty spot to be honest because of my ties)....
Because we do get into fights and there's a polarization of ideologies, one of the reasons (other than the fact that I like the military and am contemplating becoming an officer after my tenure with smart if I receive the award, I'll be an officer out of college if I don't get it anyway) I'm applying to SMART is so that I could move out with the stipend and kind of just focus on my own life away from my family.
I don't agree with their views on life, I don't like their culture (our vacations to the middle east were so boring, I hated every bit of it), don't agree with the religion, etc.
I just feel like I'm automatically thrown into a hole because I'm an Arabic speaking middle eastern person who has been to Syria and has Muslim Syrian citizen parents.